oh man... its really a time of mixed emotions...

well, i'm happy and content i guess. i got to chat with a few people whom i seldom get to see online; i managed to find PLEASE SAVE MY EARTH, a fantastic manga with this really complicated plot... (i want to buy the dvd...) and spent 4 days reading it; and i squeezed into the namelist for "Under No Roof" admid a lot of troubles.

sad thing is; i've done almost NO mugging! and i'm assigned to this group with an overwhelming concentration of boys for "Under no Roof" and all my frenz are being totally unsympathetic about it. yes, i think they are pretty amused. argh.

well, enough with THINKiNG about and PlANNiNG to mug; i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY gonna start mugging.

ok. buaiz!

*starting with Mechanics... stare at words for 5 seconds... throws the lecture notes and tutorials on the floor in anger*

yay. moi dad juz lost his handphone (again). so he went to buy a new one for himself, and a new one for me too.

its a second hand nokia (dunno wat no.) with the bottom casing almost falling off. but its great! its nokia! i can finally use all those ringtone compositions i get off the magazines! i've been saving them up just for this day! *so touched* i spent 2 hours keying them into the handphone, and i got totally deaf for the next 5 hours due to the incessant beeping that went on.

oh oh! and i'm going to my cousin's house to stay-over on thursday! woohoo!!! we're going to watch harry potter 3, den major COUSIN'S NIGHT OUT, (seafood dinner buffet for only *gasp* $10) den staying over at her house! so fun!

and den sunday is the "under no roof" thing!

lalalala *hums to self*
*mug*

damn... i am so dead.

after the "under no roof" event, i left school for home with a huge bundle of stuff. and i realised to my horror that i left my card-wallet on the bus. it contained my EZ-link card, IC, POSB card, the 3 most important possessions i can ever have.

i guess i am still in a state of denial, hoping that i would suddenly find it lodged in a corner of the house some day. ever had that feeling that you'd died, yet is still able to walk around? its like there is cold lead poured into your heart. but i shall not dwell.

if not for the sheer importance of this loss, i would have said NOTHING could haf gotten me down today. it started off such a wonderful day with the ending of the "Under No Roof" event, and ended rather well too, with a shopping spree in Orchard.

it was really nice, under no roof. i slept out in the open under the night sky, even though we built this really cool and large structure... (yar, it felt more like a tepee/ super camp den the slum its supposed to be) it was really cool. and i mean it. but my dignity refused to let me use a blanket. heh. and i din even get a running nose, even though i prepared for it by bringing two whole packs of tissue.

and i was lucky cause i was the only girl in my group. and we allied with ANOTHER group which has my 2 best friends and a classmate, so in the end we slept in this HUGE tent and got along very well.

and after that, i reached home at 9am, and prepared to go out again to the movies. that was when all the bad news came at me "bam bam bam". my wallet is lost. my ic and bank cards are missing. my friend wanted to call off the movie expedition. i popped a new pimple.
it was damn devastating.

yar, but he decided to drag himself out of the house and rush down to the mrt anyway, so my day is pretty much salvaged. and Shrek 2 is fantastically funny! although it is way too short.

niwae, this is a super long blog. (coz there's a hell lot of stuff to rant about), but i'd better end it here.

ciao. (hope i find my wallet...)

damn. well, i TOLD her not to replace everything so fast, but would she listen? no. after going to all those trouble cancelling and replacing all my cards (EZ-link, POSB, heck, even the library card), i just received a mail from SBS to say they found my wallet.

...at least i hafn't replaced my wallet with a new one.

well, look like i hafta go down to cancel the replacement-ic soon. and i'm going to have a lot of fun punching holes in all my now invalid cards. anyone interested to take part in the demolition process?

but i'm happy i found my card afterall. my favourite japanese phonecard is still alive and well. yay. kudos, and i love u, and a huge THANK YOU to the person who turned my wallet in to the bus interchange people (although it was a bit late =P)

i am a music illiterate. tone deaf. idiot. imbecile. a good for nothing who can't even sing a single note correctly.

THE INDIGNITY OF IT ALL!!! well; i AM quiet and seldom talk or make attempts at coherent speech so i guess i can't really control my stupid voice chords... and i listen to weird tuneless pop music which rarely consist of more den 12 different notes.

but, its still a major blow to know that i am a music illiterate. tone deaf. idiot. imbecile. a good for nothing who can't even sing a single note correctly.

sigh.

... i am currently spending a good one hour every night playing Bejewelled on MSN Messenger. why? it is to break a certain somebody's record.

i'm so wasting my life away...

revision is progressing VERY slowly. my mind tends to wander, and i just can't get myself stressed and focused at all. but i did come up with this fantastic plot for a manga during one of my daydreams in the afternoon.

er-hem. anyway, i'll just like to announce to the world, that i've finally understood the second page of the Quantum Physics notes! after two tests and half a year of blundering through the notes, i finally saw the light!!! hopefully i'll understand the rest of the 20+ pages of Quantum within the next 4 days before the Physics Exam.