heyZ. finally! i'm feeling totally irritable today. its not everyday you catch me in a bad mood; lucky you.

just hit me this morning that its Wedesday and i have Physics Paper 5 and Econ S paper tomorrow. 24 hours to study... what? 2 years worth of Econs? no way. so i'm in a state of denial now.

went on SP for half hour, and got killed in Quest 1. fine... so i went off, to go Blackboard, and i realize, OMG! there's actually this HUGE chunk of econ s notes there that i was supposed to download and read through. lets see... i downloaded like 10 documents at one go? its 6pm now. i've only read half of them. and i've not touched Year 2 econs AT ALL.

why am i me~~~~ why can't i be Qiuling or Stella or Youming, those super self-motivated people who can confidently say "i've studied for the test"? hymph, well, i'm going to DIE tomorrow. and i'm going to be dying so uglily... there would be blood and gore and skin all over the lecture hall.

but i'll be back! look forward to seeing me here tomorrow ranting about what a terrible day it was.

actually the main reason why i'm so darn irrate, is mostly cause i've not bathed yet since i woke up. conclusion: i should bathe. but i don't want to. paH!

convos between mom and me:

freebird (F): hey, the french fries, give it to ur tuitees later larz
mom (M): throw it away, they won't eat it
F: ...YOU know... in south africa, there are hundreds of people dying from starvation...
M: i know! I told you that. if you feel so bad, you eat it lor.
F: we should get a dog to eat our scraps. i want a dog~
M: wait until after Brownie dies
F: you said it! BROWNIE~ i forsee you wouldn't live past morning!
M: i doubt it, the animals we keep have turned into spirits, it'll still live for a long time
F: as if
M: really. who ever heard of a rabbit that lived past 7 years? (glares at Brownie)
( M throws hamburger to Brownie, who jumped up to eat it. landing, its foot hit the feedbox and toppled it, spilling feed all over the floor)
F: ...we really shouldn't let Brownie die in our home
M: where else can it die then?
F: it'll become a hungry ghost and haunt us.
M: yar, oiii, Brownie, when you are about to die, give us a sign; then we'll dump you in the garden
M: or maybe throw you back into the jungle to feed the wolves, then you can return to the carbon cycle.
F: like there are still wolves in singapore...
M: what? (to Brownie)you don't want the burger anymore? ingrate!
(Brownie looks at me with the apple)
F: (looks at the apple i am peeling) the skin feels.. alkaline. do you think its poisonous?
F: Brownie, i'm sorry i can't give you this peel, don't look at me like that~~~ you'll die if you eat this~~
M: just give it to her lar! she wouldn't mind.
F: ...i want my dog. (throws peel into cage)

later...
M: hey, you switching on the computer later?
F: ...yesh....
M: wat for?
F: ... ...
(2 minutes later)
M: can i switch on the com and switch it off later?
F: why would you switch it off?
M: later if your dad comes home and sees you on the com again, it'll be my fault for switching it on!
F: like i'll tell him lar!
F: want me to switch it on?
M: nevermind, i'll just go play the gameboy.
F: SERIOUS! i'm on-ing it at 2!
M: nevermind... i'll go downstairs to play gameboy.
F: (yells as mom walks down the stairs) don't regret har!
M: do your work lar! don't On the com.

lalala~ here i am. the com is on. sorry i really had nothing else to write... lame input today

ok, i noe, just 3 days ago i was proudly going "i never do anything i know i'll regret". i'm sorry. i take that bad. it was really immature and shallow of me to say that, and it just exemplifies the lack of life experiences i have.

so, GOD, please just give me one more chance!!! i can't live this way! just turn time back half an hour? pity please???

the stupidest thing: i was reading online manga, with nothing better to do with my hands... and my lips were kinda chapped, so i tried to peel off the skin. half-consciously of course. i never used to do this kind of things... then the next thing i knew, PAIN, and my lips stung, and now they are totally swollen.. i look like a pig now... no...

NO! don't imagine! clear your mind! grrrWOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF bark!

thank goodness there's no school tomolo, nor the day after... if there are exams, i WOULDN'T go and let everyone look at me. i'll starve myself in my room until the swell goes away. i refuse to be seen by anyone except myself...

why does this have to happen to me?!?! *soBz*

its been so long since i last had a dream. but lately, i've been dreaming every night. and the dreams are always action-packed, and spread out over 2 days. like a sequel. like watching an action adventure series.

its nice i think. and i admit, i missed dreaming. some people, (like my mother) hates dreaming. it makes her feel like she hadn't slept at all. but to me, dreams give me this happy feeling when i wake up, like the feeling you get after reading a fantastic novel. and my mind is always active and alive whenever i wake up.

i guess, the occurence of dreams depends on how much one uses the brain. i only do dream when i've been mugging, but not when i spend all my energies on computer gaming. yay~ one point for mugging!

=About me=

1.name: Xueqi

2.most people call you: Xueqi

3.your close friends call you: "OI"

4.you like it when people actually call you: at my home phone. (^ ^)

5. You would rather people mistake u abt: my nationality; bwahahaha

6. People don't know that you acty: yar, actually i.. pssst psst

7. People you turn to when u need help: dad. especially monetary


=Do you prefer...=

1.Fast food/ Slow food: slow? if the food is going to run away from me...

2.Sciences/ Arts: arts.

3.Chinese songs/ English songs: chinese! can connect with the song more!

4.Plain colours/ Multi-coloured: plain. wat do u think i am, hippie?

5.Hugs/Kisses: depends on who it is, doesn't it? as it stands, hugs, i think.

6.Eating/ Sleeping: sleeping.

7.Loud happening places/ Quiet places: quiet places alone.

8.To love/ be loved: both? i'll be hurt if i'm loving all the time, but the person just brushes me off; but i feel more happy if someone i love is happy because of me.. so i guess its to love, but... argh, i hate these qns...

9. Teletubbies/ Purple dinosaur: i hate teletubbies.

10. Smoking/ Alcohol: ALCOHOL!!! alcohol!!! *slurrrr* alcooohollll...


Have you ever been...

1. loved: doh. don't u love me?!?!

2. admitted to hospital: nopeZ. heh heh.

3. kissed: *brrr* parents. *brrr*

4. hugged: yepZ! doh. but never by a teenage guy.

5. attached: my pet dog was rather attached to me. heh heh.

6. detached: i feel detached whenever i'm in a bad mood/ alone.

7. topic of the month: "how to make $1500 in half month's time"

8. annoyed enough to make u wanna kill someone: no, but i admit there was this phase i was going thru in sec2 when i felt like going on a genocidal mission. *blush* i advocate love and peace now! love and peace!

9. misunderstood: yea. not ruffled tho. "never explain. ur enemies wun believe u, and ur frenz dun need it anywae"

10. accused of something you didn't do: yepZ. long time ago, i cried den. so childish... i hate crying.


=LaMe QuEsTiOnS=

1. My secret identity is: i'm a cat. miaow.

2. I would most likely end up in jail for: corruption. money related.

3. I have no regrets dying if: its in exchange for the life of a loved one.

4. If i can turn back time, i would: go back to pr.5 and undo something. but no matter. it wasn't that big a deal.

5. If i can get away with one thing, it would be: wat one thing? i can get away with ANYTHING! BWAHAHAHA!

6. If i can own anything or anyone in this world, it would be: gimme the amazon rainforest. and i'll conserve that if no one's going to.

7. If i have one thing to say to the setter of this quiz, it would be: BAKA!

8. If you found one million dollars, you would: buy stocks and shares and multiply it.

9. Congratulations! you are selected for EXtREmE MaKeOveR! what would u change abt urself: teach me how to act more girlish? please?

10. If u so happen can push someone down into the MRT tracks and get away with it... who would it be: the setter of this quiz, lol.

11. Thunderstorm@#!#!#$#$%# You are stuck on an island. who do u wish is with u: a guy i can order around to do all the stuff for me, and who knows how to cook, fish, climb trees, swim, start fires...

12: You had a terrible nightmare! who do u see in it: someone i dunno.

13. You had a wonderful dream. who do u see in it: ...not saying.

14. You got broke and needed money desperately. u tot of a scam to cheat people's money. the person that is the most gullible, and probably the only one who will fall for your trick is: jermee!!! bwahahaha! *choke choke*

15. 9 + 3 * 3 equals to: 18

16. you were swimming for half an hour, then u realised u actually couldn't swim. you met a shark, you: die.

17. If u become a ghost, you would haunt: the school toilet.

18. You set fire to ur friend's house because: he was feeling cold.

19. You would kill to: get money. doh. money. money. MONEY!!!

20. A mad terrorist had nothing better to do. so he strapped a bomb to evryone you know. you can save three people in time and survive... or save five but die in the process. you would...and they are...: save 3. they are... not u, not u and not u.

21. u open the door to ur room...only to see ur friend doing the most unforgivable thing in the world! your friend happened to be: ex-pet dog. HOW CAN YOU PEE ON MY BED!!! ha.

22. u invited jeremy to your house. and not being very intelligent, u asked him to 'cooooook' something. greeeeeat, wise crack. now YOUR house is on fire. u have time to bring three things outta your house and they are: family's documents, my bank book, my father's prized collections.

23. you had been extremely evil and even santa clause stopped visiting u for christmas. u end up in hell and the devil says he will turn u into an animal. u beg the devil to turn you into: a cheetah.

24. soooooo... u were out with your friend and u saw the prettiest or the most charming guy in ur entire life! somehow u forget that u r bad with words... sooo u walked over, and said three of the lamest pick-up lines ever! they are: (plz select lines that u would consider usuing) : "hi there" 'ummm..." "do i know u?"

25. Finally... a guy or girl comes up to u and said the pick-up line that picked u up. it is: "..." (i like guys that dun use pick up lines on gals)

26. Your friend went crazy and killed evryone you held so dearly. and burn your house down. and set on flames ur favourite puppy. u forgive him/her because he/she : gave me $10 billion in compensation. erhem. no lar. coz he apologized sincerely. but $10 billion is a good idea.

27. you would be touched and fall head over heels over someone if he/she: watch out for little things for me.

28. You think that the setter of this quiz is =D : bored. nothing better to do. in denial over the fact that there is prelims coming up. overconfident about scoring well for prelims. wanting others to waste time on quizzes so that we can all die for prelims together. really wu liao. mei shi zuo. blah blah blah blah blah.... ....

Copyrighted. a pRoUd PrOdUcTIioNs By Jermee =D 100% original!

yay~ i'm alive! just came back from the terror that is the bathroom...

there is this irritating buzzer of a hornet that comes to my house everyday. basically, it just enters through the bathroom, meanders through the main bedroom to my room and out. no one knows why it does that. and its harmless, isn't it? we five-feet and above giants shouldn't even worry about a small minute little critter like that, should we?

WRONG. i was just in the bathroom, doing wat i'm supposed to do in the bathroom, when that idiotic critter decided to come in. doh. the door is closed... so instead of meandering its way out of the bathroom through the main bedroom and to my room and out, it decided to spend the next 15 minutes buzzing around the bathroom searching for the door.

the fact that i have my glasses off and can't see 5 feet in front of me for a small inconspicous small black dot with dangerous stings does not help. neither does the fact that i am helplessly unprotected by any covering that would help shield me from a sting. half the time, i get the feeling that i'm going to feel something very hard and black and prickly landing on my back, or getting entangled in my hair, or getting blown at me by the sheer power of the faucet. soBz.

but i'm alive. and the idiotic hornet is now buzzing against my closed bedroom door. i don't ever want to see it again for the next 12 hours.

ok. so everyone's making a quiz. so, i'm making one too! but being xueqi's quiz, of coz it would be different. BWAhahaha! its a quiz about me for you to answer! WAIT! dun go! i see you! you can't escape! u hafta do this quiz no matter wat! 12 questions only~~~

yepZ, put this quiz on ur blog too, so we can do it for u too. people with no 'comments' option on ur blog, boohoo for you. u can link to my blog and i'll open an entry for ur frenz to comment if u want =P

here goes!

*~ XUEQI's QUIZ~*

1. How did we first meet?

2. What was your first impression?

3. What do you think of me now?

4. Am i loveable?

5. Do you think i'll get married?

6. If you hafta give me a present, what would it be? (cost is not an issue)

7. What reminds you of me?

8. If i'm an animal, what do you think i'll be?

9. Attribute a colour to me. what is it?

10. What do you think i'll be in future?

11. Whee, i'm dead. my ghost is standing before you. why?

12. Rank me on a scale of 1 - 10...

a) Angelic (1) -------------------------Evilness (10)

b) Brainless (1) ----------------------Genius (10)

c) Lucky bastard (1) ---------------- Cursed Soul (10)

d) Simple-minded (1) --------------- Complex Character (10)

e) Feminine (1) ---------------------- Masculine (10)

f) adorable (1) ----------------------- Lovable (10) (^ ^)


thanx in advance for doing the quiZ~ notice i din put the option do u like the quiz coz i know u pple are gonna blast me for it, no matter how nice it was. ha! ^ ^

1. How did we first meet?
>> chess club. i quitted chess club liaoZ, but, yep. we met there.

2. What was your first impression?
>> ...whoa. another brainy one. not very chatty. chess club is so scary.

3. What do you think of me now?
>> actually quite chatty on msn lehZ, and seems to be quite emo, not like most muggers. ack, but the things he thinks... *bangs head on wall*

4. Am i loveable?
>> not really. no. *shakes head* too dark... too dark...

5. Do you think i'll get married?
>> yepZ. u seem to want to too, don't u? cheerZ!

6. If you hafta give me a present, what would it be? (cost is not an issue)
>> a small apartment so u can move in away from ur annoying bro.

7. What reminds you of me?
>> that GIC application form stacked in the corner of my desk. thanX~

8. If i'm an animal, what do you think i'll be?
>> grizzly bear. on a killing rampage.

9. Attribute a colour to me. what is it?
>> black.

10. What do you think i'll be in future?
>> a high ranking financial analyst/ advisor in a very important firm

11. Whee, i'm dead. my ghost is standing before you. why?
>> u're getting sadistic pleasures from seeing me spooked... wai~~~
>> actually, u haf something u want to ask me to tell ur loved ones, u know i'm actually a spirit medium. =3

12. Rank me on a scale of 1 - 10...

a) Angelic (1) -------------------------Evilness (10)
>> whoa. SEVEN. u never mean any harm, and can be quite sweet to those u love; but somehow my gut feelings say u are nowhere from 1-6. =P

b) Brainless (1) ----------------------Genius (10)
>> OMG. NINE. u need to think less, friend! u'll overwork ur brain.

c) Lucky bastard (1) ---------------- Cursed Soul (10)
>> EIGHT. well, i'm not cursing u or anything. u said it urself; but if u just take a step back and relax, i'm sure u'll realize u're actually somewhere at five... but u'll blast me if i said five, rite? *shiver*

d) Simple-minded (1) --------------- Complex Character (10)
>>EIGHT. ok. the qn wasn't that good. you haf some really basic goals in life, but the things u think, and the angst makes u fairly complex lol.

e) Feminine (1) ---------------------- Masculine (10)
>> ONE! ack! dun kill me! joking, joking! NINE...? u think guy thots. definitely. and ur physique is quite guy. yep. u're guy! (but the gossip column says otherwise, lol)

f) adorable (1) ----------------------- Lovable (10) (^ ^)
>> somehow i feel u guys should change this question when used in ur own blog... its a trick question set by me... =D
>> the answer is... i! (complex no.)

1. How did we first meet?
*~> at the eds concert; with tk and ginji. again; STELLA ROX! but hey, thanx again, guys; i'll be so lonely otherwise if u all din let me join u....

2. What was your first impression?
*~> nice guy. generous. kinder bueno guy. tk's best fren. but u pple were late, damnit. made a gal wait at the gate like an idiot; deduct impression points... (-_____-)

3. What do you think of me now?
*~> upgrade to very nice guy. still very generous with time and FOOD and codes (=P) and very good to rant to and chat with over msn. feel very lucky to haf known u

4. Am i loveable?
*~> quite, in a way. *pat head pat head* so cute~ *jermee bites xueqi; OUCH. >_______<)

5. Do you think i'll get married?
*~> i dun think u'll NOT get married. heh heh. remember to invite me to ur wedding horZ.

6. If you hafta give me a present, what would it be? (cost is not an issue)
*~> a small island off of england with sandy beaches and willow trees.

7. What reminds you of me?
*~> Four. Kinder Bueno. Msn. 8888888. Qi Li Xiang. SP. dogs. ginger cats. education insurance policies. concourse. saga seeds. umm...(feel like i'm brainstorming)

8. If i'm an animal, what do you think i'll be?
*~> dog.

9. Attribute a colour to me. what is it?
*~> green. or blue.

10. What do you think i'll be in future?
*~> happily married with kids, having a stable job like teaching. yepZ.

11. Whee, i'm dead. my ghost is standing before you. why?
*~> coz somehow i cozed ur death.. i'm sorry...jermee~~~ it wasn't intentional!!!

12. Rank me on a scale of 1 - 10...

a) Angelic (1) -------------------------Evilness (10)
*~> FOUR. yay~ i gaf u a four... i'm not THAT evil am i? (actually u deserve a two, but shhhh...) =3

b) Brainless (1) ----------------------Genius (10)
*~> SEVEN. well, ur academia rox. and u ARE the quarter mistress lol; sorry juz had to put that down. but u can be so clueless at times; bwahahahaha!

c) Lucky bastard (1) ---------------- Cursed Soul (10)
*~> TWO! u haf many good frenz, u haf a close-knit family! the only thing that's keeping u from a one is... ME~ bwahahaha!

d) Simple-minded (1) --------------- Complex Character (10)
*~> TWO! *pat head pat head* dun mind me; i'm in a crazy mood.

e) Feminine (1) ---------------------- Masculine (10)
*~> hmmmZ. SIX-point-FIVE. heh heh. well, not wat i define as masculine as in macho, testerone-driven jerk; not meaning u're a sissy either. =P. juz that u're quite sensitive, emo, nice, and these are all supp to be feminine qualities, aren't they? bwahahaha! *as yks says, female chauvinist*

f) adorable (1) ----------------------- Lovable (10) (^ ^)
*~> fine. i shouldn't haf put this qn. sounds rather gay when applied to a guy. hmmm. THREE i guess. =3

i hate you. i am disappointed.

this is not the first time u'd let me down. you told me 2hours. i was fully prepared to wait 4 hours for you to come around. coz i know you never DO deliver. but, its been 5 hours. where are you?

it is not like i come running for you every 3 days. it is not like i am overly reliant on you. all i ask is for you to help me, just these once in a blue moon. but, no. again, i am being let down.

i truly wonder why do i always come to you? all these false hopes, all these let-downs. i can't stand it anymore. perhaps, in the end, you may be the only one that i can go to. but, i'm not going to rely on you any longer. no longer.

i hate you, kazaa. *curses*

okae~ my dad is back from china. yay~ with a barrage of souveneirs and food. yay, food!

special mention is.. the watches he came back with. bought this nice sparkly ornamental watch back for me for S$8. but the watch chain was too long, and they decided to shorten it.

being my parents, as in MY parents, they decided to fix it themselves. hey! we're a great, self-sufficient, DIY family! mom: "wat the! we can do this ourselves, dunnid to give to that crazy woman down at the market to repair, later she make it worse" (the last time we sent a watch down, she wrecked it. sigHz) dad: "its only S$8, i'm not going to spend $10 repairing it"

sho, they spent the next 1 hour toying around with clamps and screwdrivers and compasses and hammers... and i was upstairs mugging and listening to them having tonnes of fun in the living room. fast forward to after the watch chain is fixed.

like a prince putting on the shoe for Cinderella, my dad clamped the watch on me. hey, it fits perfectly! maybe a little too tight. and it was then that we discovered... we can't take it off. (-__________-)

coz the clasp was on the wrong side of the watch, and i didn't know how the hell to take off metallic watches, my parents were long-sighted and can't see clasp, so basically we spent the next fifteen minutes trying to pull the watch off along with my hand, and debating how i'm going to spend the rest of my life wearing a sparkly ornamental watch.

in the end, my dad got his glasses, found out where the clasp was, and i'm free from the scary scary watch. and he added one more link to lengthen the watch chain, refitted the clasp and the scary scary watch became a safe-for-kids watch again.

dad: "you know in China, we can ask a watchmaker to shorten the chain for only RMB2, which is like only 50cents?"

mew~ just got reminded of the genius that was Tan Xueqi... sho decided to put it here before i forget =P

when i was young and short, around... 3? and living on the 15th floor of my block in Bedok, there was a time i got 'lost' in my block. my parents were bringing our VCR to my gram's place for my uncle to use, as he was coming back to sg from aus and is putting up at gram's for the time being.

being the kind, helpful gal i was (see, so considerate at such a young age), i ran off to press the lift button for my parents. sho... the lift door opened, i trotted in, and the door closed on me, and the lift started making its way down to the first floor.

i would have pressed the button back to my floor, only at my height then, i could only reach the buttons for door open, door close and 1.

sho, i got off at the first floor, thinking it was futile to go into the lift since i can't press the button back to my floor again anyway. besides, my parents should be making their way downstairs.

i waited. and waited. and i maintained my composure! (i was 3 or 4 only den) and in the end i decided to make my way back home again, and got the next kind uncle that came along to help me press the button to 15.

surprise, surprise. my parents weren't upstairs too. i thought they had clean forgotten me. anyway, i just sat on the doorstep and waited for them to come back when they DO remember me. (-_______-)

den dad came back. with the bulky VCR still in his hands. apparently they assumed that i didn't have the intelligence to make my way to the first floor or recognise my way home. sho my dad carried the VCR and scaled the stairs all the way back to the 15th floor, checking all the corridors and lift lobbies to look for me. yepZ. (he should haf just left the VCR in the car at least. my parents loves me!)

~~~ this is the first series of Xueqi's Kiddie Tales. i'm bored...

eek. a total screw up, today is.

well, the econs essay was screwed. all through the paper, i was just cursing whichever examiner that set this year's paper. argHz... i was panicking through-out.. nothing to write at all.

but that's all right. i'm supposed to screw up econs. i'm a econs-screwup potential. i mean, that's why they have all these grades like O and F; its for people like me.

what totally wigs is that somehow i managed to screw up cooking rice. RICE!!! with a rice cooker. it tasted like PLASTIC! how can ANYONE at all screw up cooking rice?!?! i suck~~~ nyo...

i can't cook... i can't even fry an egg properly. how~? my greatest dream in life is to cook for my whoever my someone is... and eating my food will kill him... soBz.

*burning eyes* COOKING TRAINING INTENSIVE IN THE DECEMBER HOLS!

but overall the day felt nice. well, actually, the day sucks. but i label everyday that *sigHz (event)* to be a nice and lucky day. =ah well=

in a darn good mood today. bwaHahahaha.

argHz, physics paper 3. my favourite paper of physics. i wonder why everytime i feel like i'm going to score for a paper, other people are going to go "oh dear, that was really tough, how do u do that qn... and did u get that ans...?" and i realize shit. i dun even remember thinking/ doing/ attaining that value. sigHz.

but still in a happy mood. this is despite giving away 4 marks for free in my physics paper (i did the calculations! i know how to do! i got the answer!!! the teacher screamed stop and i couldn't write it down!!! no~~), having the bus undle ignore me and drive away while the entire bus stop looked at me waving like a monkey in front of the bus in the morning and having a fmaths paper tomorrow which i totally haven't mugged at all.

i'm in a happy mood. =3 mew~

yay~ yks' time to set quizzes. haha.
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Another quiz! Yay very long neber do quiz liaoz... This is to rate ur frens... Wonder if anyone even has the time tho...


1. Introvert (1) ........... (10) Extrovert
>>>FOUR. don't really know u outside of msn; pretty outgoing and open, but is quite quiet and self-reflecting too. dun really noe leh.


2. Easy to understand (1) .............. (10) Hard to fathom
>>>SEVEN. i see the points you're making. but we are thinking on totally different frequencies most of the time, neh?

3. Thinker (1) ........... (10) Crappy person
>>>SIX. thinks a lot, but not about the correct things at the correct time. (-______-)

4. Good with the opposite sex (1) ............. (10) Average frustrated chump (or worse)
>>> FOUR. hey! u have admirers! even if you think u suck, dey obviously dun. and the one u love dun love u is just one of those sad chapters in life. *pat pat* jiayou!

5. Outgoing (1) ............ (10) Stay home type
>>>NINE. wat was it again? 4 tops? u need a wardrobe make-over!!!

6. Humorous/witty (1) ............ (10) Serious
>>>eh. angsty and a bit of a worry-wart with lotssa black humour. where does that put u? FOUR? FIVE? SIX? FIVE.

7. Hardworking (1) ............ (10) Slacker
>>>TWO. got to be, to get those results. and aiming for scholarship to stanford too, how NOT to be hardworking.

8. Crazy (1) ............. (10) Sane
>>>SIX. moving towards FOUR during these few weeks. but i think somehow at the end of the day, you would be back to EIGHT? again.

9. Artistic person (1) .............. (10) Scientific person
>>>eh. THREE. a person who loves art, but has a mathematical and analytical mind. which still makes you an artistic person.

10. Dreamer (1) ............. (10) Rooted to Earth
>>>NINE. too rooted to earth neh? dun really dare to dream. even if you do, you return to earth way too quickly to be considered away.

11. Influenced by Western ideals (1) ............... (10) Influenced by Asian ideals
>>>THREE. wat happened to all the asian values of confuscianism and conservation and bleah?!?!

12. Walking encyclopedia (1) ............... (10) Never touches a book
>>>THREE. but i wonder what books you read... =P

13. Sexy (1) ................ (10) Wouldn't notice him/her
>>>FOUR? but not my type, lol. don't really get watz sexy guys tho.

14. Nice face (1) ............... (10) Wouldn't notice him/her
>>>FOUR? you've got a nice complexion, and that's alwaes good. and bright eyes.

15. Happy (1) ................ (10) Sad
>>>NINE. hope its just a phase you going thru. hope to be able to update this in future =P

16. Romance type (1) .............. (10) You mean roses are flowers?
>>>TWO. yay. a romantic guy. would alwaes think for the comfort of the future gf and the atmosphere.

17. Carnivore/due to popular demand, cannibal (1) .............. (10) Herbivore
>>>ONE!!! fav food beef, beef and beef. poor cow. moo~

18. Gourmet (1) .............. (10) Stuffs any crap into that stomach
>>>NINE. dun really care for the enjoyment of food neh. wait. hey, do u add tomato ketchup to your beef? if you do u're moving into the 10+ range.

19. What things about him/her strike you the most?
>>>tall. seems to have some really "xueqi-thinks-its-wrong" takes on life. mew~

20. What do you think is the best thing about him/her? (if there's even a best thing)
>>>need to think about this. gimme 5 more years, lol. eh, brave. to express himself, to refute others, to take risks and to aim high. to do what he thinks is right. and the brains... the intimidating intelligence superiority i alwaes feel around him nyo... ~.~

21. What do you think is going to become of him/her in the future?
>>>rich. high-ranking. highly stressed. 5 digit monthly pay. powerful in the company. ...or maybe you might just one day decide to gif it all up and be a poor travelling artisan roaming the streets and enjoying life, lol.

22. What do you think are the most important things to him/her?
>>>love. achievements. independence. proving oneself.

23. What is/are his/her favourite word(s)/phrase(s)?
>>> wtf! f***. "my life is screwed" "...hate.." SEX, lol.

24. Does he/she have any idiosyncrasies?
>>>if u mean eccentricities, just say eccentricities. i'm feeling so stupid and vocabulary-deprived for having to check the dicitionary...
>>>ah, yesH, think he does. but dunno what. =P

25. Is he/she a virgin (in your opinion)?
>>>yesh. i know he IS a virgin. but i dun think he'll remain that way till the day of marriage unless his gf is a super conservative gal, which i doubt will be.

26. If so, when do you think he/she would get his/her first? If not, when do you think he/she got his/her first?
>>>within 3 months into going out with his gf.

27. If he/she doesn't have a partner yet, imagine what his/her partner would look like. (and type it out, don't just imagine you smart alecs)
>>>look educated, stylish, busty, attractive and smart lar!

28. Does he/she remind you more of your parents, your siblings, your friends or your ideal partner?
>>>as in, feel like a parent, bro, blah...or is similar to my existing parent, bro, blah...? feel like a fren n similar to a fren i guess.

29. Does he/she remind you of anyone famous?
>>>i dun know any famous pple, really. unless u remind me of ack, LKY.

30. Would you ever consider marrying him/her? Or if you are the same sex as him/her, would you like it if your sister/brother were going to marry him/her?
>>>nope, not at all. sorry... are u hurt? ROFL.

three ...extremes. three compelling horror stories by hong kong, japan and korea respectively. gory and scary enough to be given R21 rating.

i want to watch... wish i could grow up faster... why can't i be born in1983?

ah... today is the last day of the examinations... for the lucky bastards who don't take Maths s. darn. ah well. to keep myself from degenerating into a self-piteous worrywart i had deleted all memory of the f maths exam so don't ask me what answers i got or how it was coz i can't remember. honest.

la~ aniwae, went to jermee's house today. had to call mom to convince her to stop cooking, and that i won't die any worse tomorrow if i go out for lunch, and that i won't hang out too long and screw my exam tomorrow. oh dear, she sounded really worried that i would flunk my math s; did i give her the wrong impression that i was supposed to pass it? (-______-)

was walking out of school with QL, later joined by RX, when jermee suddenly told me to RUN for the bus stop. and so i did. totally freaked out QL, who was going... walk... walk... walk.. talk to RX... turn around- Xueqi's not here! she's... running off 200m ahead... what happened?!?! made it with half minute to spare just when the bus arrived. ha! ingenious!!!

and it was only on the bus and after the 200m dash that i realised that it was so darn cold. i can't explain why, but my teeth was chattering through out the bus journey. guess it was the after effect of braving the v30-blizzard and den running and cozin all the cold blood to circulate around the body and den getting a chill only 30 min after becoz the brain was too overworked to identify the drop in body temperature until after a significant time lag.

bleah. aniwae, couldn't finish the char siew rice i bought. and i can't believe jr could finish his, which was like 3/2 that of mine... i swear the char siew tasted funny... not the char siew, but the sauce.. yar... had that weird thang to it. a pity hamsters don't eat rice, it was such a pity to throw all that stuff away. i need a dog.. hey, i know. i should make a wish list! yepz! *set to work*

note to add: mebbe would be switching to playing warcraft after november instead of ffxi.

ouch. lost all memory of wat happened between 8 to 11am today.

well, got dragged by my mom to shop after the prelims. didn't really want to go; wanted to stay at home and mug flash animations and watch azumanga, but decided to accompany her anyway.

heh. suddenly got reminded of all the good things of being small sized and cute. bought a guy's t-shirt at the children's wear section. supa kawaii~~ the cashier overheard me baggering my mom to buy it since it was my size and looked so cute, and was grinning at me as i made my way to the counter. for some weird reason, felt really accomplished as i read the tag children's wear on the receipt. sho one day i would be walking along the streets and find a five year old kozo wearing the same shirt as me, lol.

arms are dying after grocery shopping. (again)

yay~ after planning to go out together again since january 2003, we finally organized an outing! met peifen, yuan and jiarong at tampines sports hall for table tennis.

sadly, the tables were all booked by this troupe of small little kids, so we had to slack around for an hour. spent an hour eating macdonald icecream very... slowly... yay~ i won the slow-icecream-eating-competition!

it was really fun; hey, my table tennis skills didn't exactly totally disintegrate into nothingness over the two years of JC life! i was still able to successfully smack 40% of the balls! *thumbs-up* i wunder why, but they were complaining that i still looked very scary when i was violently swinging my bat to smack the ball... do i really look that scary? mew~

ha! enough of fun. back to work.

yay... went out to trek up bkt timah at 9.30am in the morning. it was really humid, my legs feel stiff as hell, i was sleepy, but nothing can beat that sense of superiority and accomplishment as one bounces up the hill way ahead of one's parents. erhem. anywae.

on a serious note, it was fun. i can't explain why, but i guess i just enjoy sweating it out, walking (and bitching about walking), and generally walking such that one wrong step would end me at the bottom of the hill. oh, the adrenaline rush.

spotted two grasshoppers and a cricket, a squirrel, and a whole throng of monkeys loping across our path. and went up to that eerie cave along the cave path again, its not as eerie now, as its drier now. the first time i went up to it, it had this dark pool of really still water, and there were ominous dripping sounds, and a tiny shaft of light at the very back of the cave. and it gave off a really "there is a ghost here" feeling. *shiver* but this time round, the pool of water had contracted, and it felt more like a yellowing gravestone den a eerie haunt.

went back to art room to find a senior; oh i miss art club!

Oh, and i decided to give up on the darn animation thing already. sigHz.

bored... had totally nothing to do at all... almost wanted to go redo all my exam papers, thank goodness i stopped myself in time. today is the last day i'll ever have time to relax for the next two months! how can i even THINK about studying for leisure?

anyway, went to download the game darkages. hey, the download speed was quite fast sia. but my graphics card sucks. in the end decided to pia out a new webcomic in one day. haha!

down with ccfaction; the new one is Age of Babel!!! well, ccfaction was a pity; i really liked the character designs. but oh well. spent 4 hours on a single page, and yay~ there goes my day semi-productively. hahahahahaha!!! *sigh, i'm so dying tomorrow, feeling queasy just from the thought of getting back my papers...*

darn. why is it that everytime i feel sufficiently pissed off at someone to wish to write a bitchy blog, we'll patch up before i even sit down at the computer screen? i'd planned wat to write already! sigh.

well, was in a foul mood like half an hour ago. the day started off well enough. yuting gaf me a shikamaru handphone chain she just absolutely had to buy for me as a early bday prez (wow). i scored better den i had dared to hope for the many papers i got back today. hey, i'm even daring to HOPE for a B and an A for econs and physics respectively!

den my mom totally fouled up my mood by screaming at me for getting a D for fmaths and a B3 for GP. "why can't u try harder; u'd been totally lazy and settle for lousy scores, u hafn't done a single paper ur teachers gave u... can u just perform at ur standard for once?!!?" ok.. i am guilty as charged kae~? but its still pissing. especially since a D is the best i've ever gotten for any Fmaths paper ever, and i scored the highest in class for GP paper 1.

ya. its okae now. i got the message across that, hey! i'm performing above my normal standard! and i should be getting 3As at least for my A levels. well... lets just hope she doesn't freak out when i get back my S paper results... soBz.

yay. went out to Gelare (half-price tuesday) with YY. she had to wait 2 hours for my lessons to be over. sigHz. feel so evil. but the waffles were all worth it! bought a large waffle with whipped cream and syrup. in the end scooped out all the whipped cream coz i felt too fat and guilty eating them.

saw two couples dating there. i think that if i'm going on a date, i'll rather not go to someplace like Gelare to eat. it was... disgusting... i mean... how sad is it to have ur date see you stuffing soppy (but still delicious) waffles that's threatening to just melt off ur fork into ur mouth? sho sad! sho unappetising! i think i'll die on the spot if that happens. but anyway.

went to popular to buy a stack of low quality A4 paper so i can draw manga and make notes. didn't count on the paper being so darn heavy and bulky. it weighed 3 kg. darn. that's like half a sack of rice.

oh, and since we ARE in marine parade, dropped by the Pet Shop too. whee~ the cockatiels were so cute!!! erp, reminded me of Pidgey who flew away. the bunnies too! the hamsters and mice were sleeping. and there were a huge collection of dogs, with this TOTALLY CUTE puppy strutting across its cage. its so darn cute! white and furry, with a short tail that's alwaes wiggling, short stumpy legs and a short body... it looks just like a toy!!! i was swooning in front of the cage! must go and video tape it!!! i'm in love!!!

man.. i've fallen. i've been too blind to realise it. its like that parody of a frog put in boiling water... as the water slowly heats up, the frog would get cooked alive.

so i've just had my reality check. and god am i thankful for it.

really going to get serious now. hey, i have the feeling i've even matured from this! yay~