mew~ went to PX's house to play ps2. onimusha was cool! i finally dared to touch the console; would ya believe its the first time i actually used a console to play a RPG? the only games i'd played with a ps were F1 (once), bomberman and bubbles and ddr. sho sad.

i've got console-phobia now, its so scary... the stress of dying and not getting lost!!! but it was really nice at PX's house, loved the deco, and the family and maid were friendly.

had wanted to drag Stell along, but she only wanted to come after the A levels.. makes me feel so guilty, soBz.

ack. i'm sick again. flu. i can't stop my nose from running; i'm rubbing it raw with tissue. gross.

ack. still sick. woke up at 8am, had breakfast and returned to bed to sleep till 6pm. gave in at last and took a panadol... sighz, i hate having to fall back on pills.

whenever i am seriously sick, i always feel like locking myself up in a room and refusing to see anybody. totally freaked QL out last year when i felt nauseous and locked myself in the toilet; issit a disorder? lol.

sigh, think i might be able to go school tomorrow. spent the whole day sleeping, now that i feel better, i would haf to do the darn tutorials liao. sigh.

heh... not so sick anymore. actually felt really dizzy and nauseous on the way home coz the bus was rocking so much, but other den that, i think i felt better den i would if i stayed at home. perhaps i sucked all the life energy out of the people around me today...

but my throat is darn sore. i'm losing my voice... think i'll be able to voice-act for a sissy-guy with my current state of voice. sigh.

AH! forgot! was supposed to blog about going to jem's house today! got let off supa early for fmaths lec coz Thomas Teo was so happy that we even bothered to turn up for the lecture. so we slacked around waiting for TK and konno to be let off. JR had practicals and was forbidden to join us till after 1615.

the silly thing was, konno thought JR was ponning his prac and joining us in going, and as we were running up onto the bus, he plunked himself onto the bus stop seat to wait for him. we were staring incredulously at him as the bus roared past. hello~~~ do u seriously think we would be evil enough to leave JR to wait for the bus alone?!?! (esp with nice people like ME around?) but that was sweet. but the totally unsweet thing was that he got so sian waiting (about 3 min) that he decided to go jogging instead. sigh~

well, i got to play DOOM3. its scary... i hate having to play on cheats, but i KNOW that i'll die within 5 seconds without the God mode. ack... i wish the game would be better lighted and wouldn't require a flashlight...whimpered and squealed a lot. sigh. i wish i were better... again, INTENSIVE TRAINING!!! ggggrROAR!

had to leave just as JR was about to download his game onto the com. sigh, i wanted to see. i wanted to SEE! oh, speaking of JR, i just saw the most unappetising bowl of noodles ever in my life. it was... incredible. i wonder how it tasted.

well, woke up with no voice. zero. nil. zilch. no voice. must be all the stress and pressure accumulated from yesterday.

it was darn unnerving making through the first 2 hours of school through sign language and strangled whispers, and getting teased by everyone about it. and wats worse is that it's so unbecoming of me to keep silent! thank goodness i did not run into Reuben, else for the first time ever i'll be defenceless against his teasing.

thank goodness, my voice returned after the fmaths lecture. although it still sounded funny. ack. and there are times when i tried to whisper in lecture and realized i can't make a sound. ack.

everything's fine now! i'm okae! my self-administered sleep-and-drink remedy and zero-mc-zero-doctors way-to-combat-a-bad-case-of-flu worked! yay~ screw u doctors and ur super high charges!

apparently my bleah-blah-de-bleah-blah way of combating a bad case of flu just backfired on me? my voice kept changing pitch and tonality midsentence; my friends were hilariously amused.

basically spent the whole of today irritating my friends and stopping them from studying chemistry. we'd decided to meet up in school everyday to study together over the next two weeks. its a great idea, since when i'm home, i often end up doing wat i'm doing now, going online and seeing if there's any stuff i can do.

personal progress was... okae~ before i reached question 5 of the NJC Fmath paper. den i got stuck there for aeons. i'm still stuck there. and i'm still refusing to budge from it.

and found this great online scanlations directory, manga jouhou. heard of it? its fantastically maintained! and u can find almost anything u want there! woot!

sigh. of all times, i'm addicted to GANTZ again. well, i know its just a manga full of excessive gore and violence and death, but i just love the way the story unwinds and the paneling and designs and art and wateva plot there is. ack. i'm in love with the main character's girlfriend...

my dad is back at long last. guess everything should get better now. serves him right that we didn't get him a birthday present; he was supposed to be home two days ago.

had this really weird dream where we had to play this game organized by the senior art club exco. there's a full deck of cards (something like Magic), and we had to go along this aisle trying to get as much information as possible. at the last card, we had to answer questions to determine if we win or not. the chairman of the game was totally incredulous about the stupid answers everyone else gave, and totally awed by TK who got every single question correct. quote: "its like he is walking around with handphones and pdas wired to his ear" i didn't even get to reach the end of the game... got sent back to start twice.

point? no point. i'm ranting. cannot ah?

i did the calculations. 57 pills a day. i'm sure the doc has a fetish for pills and the likes. i hate going to see her!!! i was getting along fine myself! *pout* dad is an idiot.

ack. i just realized the deadline for the Navy scholarship thingie is past... i guess i wouldn't ever have the guts to try out for something out of the box afterall. its just as well; if i did apply for it, it'll be for all the wrong reasons. bleahz.

totally wasted today looking for stuff to download (and not succeeding) and trying to break a new level in Tontie. what am i doing?!?!!? and tomorrow is monday again!!! i wasted my precious weekend!

sighz, hafta get up way way too early for my own comfort tomorrow for Econ S. i doubt i'll be able to crawl out of bed in one piece. if you see me in school tomorrow without an arm or a leg, or my brain for that matter, you know where it is. its still glued to my bed...

(i'm becoming more and more like a pig lately.. and they said sickness is supposed to make one thinner. i'm currently still 2 kg from my ideal... ACK. i just lowered my ideal weight another kg btw. hee)

had econ s today from 8 am to.. gasp 12.30pm. 4.5 hours sitting in the English Resource Room. as usual i started getting fidgety after the first hour and annoyed everyone else by tossing and turning and shifting my position and crossing and uncrossing my legs and trying to kick the chair in front of me. (thankfully my legs were too short)

got a distinction for one paper, and failed the other. so i ended up with a merit. which was quite a pity, coz i felt my best answer was Question 12, and he didn't mark that! oh well. at least i got a M at last.

cook was scary~ towards the last hour, mr harris came in and requested that he let the literature people off. this was part of the convos as i remembered it (my memory sucks):

harris: could u let my lit people off for their lecture?
cook: no.
harris: its at 1145. i booked a slot for them
cook: no.
harris: you HAF to let them go; its an official lesson. its on the timetable.
cook: ooh, i'm so scared. my lips are trembling. read my lips. do i care?
(students staring on in wide-mouthed wonder)
harris: how long had this session been?
cook: since...8am?
harris: the students need their break. had they had one yet?
cook: yes, i gaf them one lets see... at 0940.
harris: well, please let my people off at 1145, or earlier if possible
cook: ...

reminds me of moses going... let my people go!!! and the prince of egypt going no no no... but yar, they were let off earlier. missed out on the explanation of question 6 tho.

den we went ajisen where we ate noodles chock full of MSG. drank cups and cups of plain water.

exchange of quiz time is here again! that's a good excuse to skip blogging today, too tired to blog, haha!

*****

[01.] Who are you?
i am~ jermee!!! hahaz. nah... i am jeremy... though u alwaz call me baka. or 'i hate u'

[02.] Are we friends?
nope. we r goodie frenz~ =)

[03.] When and how did we meet?
i think itz the same way u met me? though i still understand why i dun noe u since dunman or during CNY deco. i have this feeling u were the arts club gal that spilled paint on me =P (editor's note: i swear on satan's pants it wasn't me)

[04.] How have I affected you?
negatively. heehee. kidding~! well~ i got intro-ed to cosplaying, know more about anime~ thanks i guess~ and u made me evil and sadistic like u~! oh-no!

[05.] What do you think of me?
good friend~ puts money before her own life though. ask me to run if i see a robber with her. itz for my own good =) but a great friend nevertheless =) can be very totful at times~

[06.] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
hahaz... when u bought me mos burger!!! hahaz~ juz touched u tot of buying food for ur starving fren =) or maybe is the swensens treat... while u were looking at ur ice cream like it has legs to run off. cant blame u coz itz called 'Gold Rush' wahahahaz~

[07.] How long do you think we will be friends?
for life i hope~ at least until i become senile and cant even remember whatz my name =D but i see at least until after uni looo

[08.] Do you like me?
yeah. as a friend ba~ hahaz. good to hang out with. one i can feel totally comfortable with.

[09.] Would you date me?
no way. hahahz. go out alone maybe but to crowded places and not to... date. duh.

[10.] Would you kiss me?
errrrr. not for no reason. maybe when u drowned or something like that. and on the hand? (editor's note: interpretation: when i drown and die, he's gonna kiss my hand and say good bye. doh~)

[11.] Would you hug me?
why not? i hug pple but only when itz a special occassion like farewell or u need someone to comfort u? i dun hug pple as and when i see them.

[12.] Physically, what stands out?
i shall take revenge! ur height STANDS OUT. =p ur lucky curl of hair.

[13.] Emotionally, what stands out?
i think u r strong. as in u dun easily break down or show weakness to pple ard u. yep! nu qiang ren!!! (editor: *flash muscles!*)

[14.] Do you wish I was cooler?
yeah. it will definitely help against combating global warming =D. nah... i believe no one's perfect. coolness is nothing. a terrific friend is one that cares and is here. =)

[15.] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
mew~ cause u keep saying it? u do know there's this annoying bunch of creatures known as 'pokemon' that keeps repeating their name? u can be one of them! u can go mew~ mew~ meeeeeeeeew~ and if i get really annoyed i juz ask u to get back into your pokeball =P (editor's note: mew! mew mew mew mew mew!)

[16.] Am I loveable?
in ur own way, defintely. u looked really funny staring into the library today to look for your friend. hahaz~ cute and.... short =)

[17.] How long have you known me?
five months.

[18.] Describe me in one word.
confused (editor's note: huh~? wat happened?)

[19.] What was your first impression?
violent. well! u greeted thong kheng shawn and me by rushing towards us and kicking them if u still remember. (editor's note: u guys were late sia. its a normal reaction)

[20.] Do you still think that way about me now?
well~~ ask urself that. *rubs bruises on legs* no la~ we communicate with our mouths more these days

[21.] What do you think my weakness is?
(editor's note: no weakness! no weakness! actually is u afraid put here people will take note and use to kill me rite? so thotful)

[22.] Do you think I'll get married?
yeah. to someone who likes manga and is most importantly... rich. $$$

[23.] What makes me happy?
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
having food! ice cream~
not being left out
friends who look out for the smaller details for u (basically...totful pple)

[24.] What makes me sad?
run out of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
the 'side effects' of food =D
left out

[25.] What reminds you of me?
manga... anime... tomo... violent loud girls... kicking... msn...

[26.] If you could give me anything what would it be?
a boyfriend u alwaz wanted. u deserved it =) oh! and ur own island too! measuring 1000 square centimetres! bwahahah~ (editor's note: o__O okae~)

[27.] How well do you know me?
i know how u think ba~ and a bunch of other secrets. teehee~ i would say... 65% ? what do u think? (editor's note: yep, a bit higher maybe~)

[28.] When's the last time you saw me?
just now. i daoed u coz u were daoing me =P (editor's note: YOU DAO-ED ME FIRST!!! bleahZ)

[29.] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
yeah. osaka izh the best!!! tomo sux!!! (editor's note: typo error here. he meant 'tomo rox!')

[30.] Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
nah... u put it on urs and tell me what u wanna say abt it. (eitor's note: which i just did, lol)

i've been feeling very zombified lately; and my eyebags are so dark everyone's asking me about it. i need a kick in life! a fight! something else rather den sitting down all day! *ROAR*

in school today, i was really dying of a migraine (doing fmaths), so i shuffled off to the toilet. lo-and-behold, someone else came in too! i thought there were like NO ONE in the v-block save for us. so basically i just tried to act like a zombie, shuffling around in the toilet, and keeping just out of sight of the mirrors, and ending the show with closing the door just when she came out within sight of the mirror that would reflect the door. and shuffled all the way back. but i got caught walking in the corridor. dratz. should have popped into the nearest classroom. will try harder next time. hopefully there will be a new ghost story about the school toilet next time.

speaking of which, u all noe about the one in our school squash courts? after the construction there, people had been experiencing STUFF in there. there's apparently this six-toed footprint on the rooftop, and squash girls who stayed late to practice kept seeing this black spot at the corner of their eye, or "lose" their way coming out. let's go to a haunted place to see see someday, neh?

and dratz. i managed to get twin signal at long last, but it had no subs!!! and i refused to listen to it in eng-dub, so i ended up watching it in jap and not understanding a lot of things. sigHz. that's like 3 days down the drain.

good deed today: saved a poor little spider from having its legs plucked off by HL. i'm the holy protector of eight-legged creatures!

hmm. its the official last day of school. i didn't get any weird feelings of nostalgia, it just felt like another day in school, without lectures and tuts, and with the class people crazier den usual. lol.

the farewell assembly items were... ridiculously immature, but still hilarious. especially the watermelon-eating competition, where it was plain horrific seeing these people stuffing red gooey stuff down their throats in front of a whole hall of people. but in plain vjc culture, we all had a great laugh, got very hyped up, and enjoyed the entire concert. the last item was especially funny, this monotonic guy with his hands perpetually stuck in his pockets came up to perform three items, the first of it being "twinkle twinkle little star" to remind us of our childhood, "its getting hot in here" to teach us wat to do when the temp rises in future, and a rap? with improvised lyrics to remind the year twos to mug. fantastic!

after sticking around in class taking photos and eating icecream, i decided to just make off and waste time until 2pm. (skipping GP mass lecture in the process) switched my quiet-mode on unconsciously, and suddenly felt like a long period of alone-time to charge up. so off i went.

was walking past school when i spotted jermee's class on the third floor taking funny pictures. stood there and looked on, and felt a bit envious of the fun they are having. i can't believe i stood out there in the sun for 5 minutes so that i could wave to him and yks. i love waving.

walked to the petshop, and stared at the arowanas ( i WANT an arowana!) and the new born baby bunnies (so cute!!! but the mother started hyperventilating when i stared too long, so i had to move away) i want to work part time in a pet shop. i wonder if they will accept an unexperienced person like me?

den decided to walk home from parkway. wow. at the siglap park connector, suddenly decided that i really dun want to walk the 31 bus route home. so i sms-ed JR to ask about park connectors. he recommended i go thru "Upper East Coast walk straight all the way thru kew" which was very scenic. umm. i had no idea where that was. so i made it to the overhead bridge, before realizing that the Siglap Park Connector goes to an MRT! so, fine. i walked via the park connector to Kembangan to Bedok Interchange, at which i was positively dying of dehydration. the noon sun is HOT. and they were selling mineral water for a dollar, which is so hideously over-priced i REFUSE to buy. so i gaf up and took a bus home. but i could have dragged myself all the way back to Tampines if you gave me a bottle of water and two more hours. really!

it was really nice. a quiet 'ceres' day. i've not had one for ages.

the dreaded Fmaths re-paper is tomorrow! if i flunk this, i'll be doomed to one-on-one rememdials with my tutors! den i'll go on to flunk all my other subjects! it is such an IMPORTANT paper.

and i'm so gonna flunk this. i'm beyond caring now. i'm in this transition stage from freaking out to silent acception... i'm scaring myself. soBz.

hl and yy came over to my house to study on a last minute decision as their neighbours are noisily renovating their houses. so we switched on the aircon, turned on the com, and spaced ourselves all over the room.

hl finished her bio notes, yy finished a chapter of physics tys, and i printed out 20+ pages of notes and finished a volume of hellsing and caught up on napping. i suck~~~

well. just minutes before we left, we didn't feel like being productive anymore. so we goofed around, and hl did a sumo move on the bed... and there was this bump noise and the bed just collapsed in the middle.

so we went around trying to put it right again. hl felt around.. and felt around... and decided the bed boards are displaced. removed the two mattresses. removed the bed post cover. and dumped everything on the floor; thank goodness there is so much space in my room for these stuff.

and spent a lot of time groaning over the dust that's around the bed and pulling at the boards. and... hey! everything's back to normal now! i can safely sleep again! it was really funny and... really funny. hehz...

oh, and before that went to the new ramen store beside the parkway mcdonald to eat, coz the waiter came out and invited us when he saw us staring at the adverts. he was really cute! looked like a jap idol! aniwae, i just commented that he's cute and everyone else just decided that i'm dying to eat there. hehz. the food is great, especially the dim sum! and the service is fantastic too, coz of the few customers there are. but i couldn't finish everything; my appetite has been rather bad lately. hope i would just conveniently lose weight along the way.

and my sacred pillow feel on the floor during the tussle with the bed; sobz.

HEY! i'm eating wat i cooked!!! i mean.. i CAN eat wat i cooked!!! i think i might really survive if my parents decide to leave me home alone (when they eventually do, hallelujah)

...the instant noodles said NO MSG, and i only put half the packet of seasoning in, but my tongue is still burning away...

wish my parents would just go on a vacation and leave me home alone so i can experiment with the kitchen utensils. right now i'm only daring to cook instant noodles coz they are least probable to turn out wrong. (not that it never happened before =P) and i'll alwaes be scared that if i screw up my cooking in front of them, they'll be too worried to ever step out of the house and leave me alone again... so sad...

omg! i admit it! i'm bi~~~!

just saw the prettiest coolest cutest game girl ever... *sobz* feel so touched just by staring at her pic on my desktop...

i'm feel like buying a ps2 just to play ffxii...
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went alicia's house to study; she repainted her house, so i couldn't find it... spent a very long time walking to and fro and peeping into other people's property. so paiseh.

and i tried to walk to her house. omg! it was so scary!!! the path to be taken HAS zebra crossings, but its so seldom walked that no one ever notices there are zebra crossings there. the cars just ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM past into the ECP. i suddenly got struck by this feeling that i'm going to get involved in a traffic accident and my parents are going to scold me for walking when i said i'll take a bus. it was like this feeling of impending doom upon me...

aniwae, i got to her house in one piece, but with pretty bad blisters on my left foot. so pain... i had to limp to the bus stop and limp home.

well, as i was walking in her estate, i saw the fattest, fluffiest, bushiest dog ever! and it just ran up to me and licked me!!! it LICKED me!!! and the maid was super friendly and let me pet it!!! i'm never going to wash my leg again...

seems like everyone's leaving for greener pastures. literally. greener pastures with lots of mud, mosquitoes and sweat. otherwise known as NS.

the first of the "who's enlisting in..." msn nicks started appearing a few days ago. it was a bit unsettling, but it gaf off a kinda... "part of life; seems fun" feeling.

ah.. feeling sort of nostalgic now... dun blog here liao.

i'm an idiot... *wallows in despair*

at least now i feel like drowning myself in a wave of notes and TYSes.

went to mug @ Long John Silver's for the day with jem, tk and jr. jem was the latest! bwahahaha! and tk the earliest! boy, we must had scared him last night with the over-emphasis on punctuality. wahahaha!

niwae, busted 4 bucks at the soft-toy-picking machine trying to get that cute mashimoro soft toy. and i didn't get it in the end!!! it was darn annoying!!! and the pincers were at the correct position both times!!! ...well, at least i got to play the game once in my life. now i'm convinced that its just a cheating machine. grrr.

speaking of which, the other day i was trying to buy this $1 tamagotchi from the 7-ELEVEN outside the school. den the first $1 coin i put in, gave me a toy car. ok. so i put another $1 in... AND THE MACHINE ATE MY COIN!!! *kicks wall*

today was the.. last practical i'll ever do in my life!! bwahahahaha! unless i *choi* fail my A level and have to retake my year 2. sigH~ i can't say i did great, but it felt ok... so i guess i should be happy?

feel like going to assassinate edea. ...wahahahaha! *disappear into the horizon*

and i just DOWNLOADED a bunch of spyware and sponsor-thingies, now i can't find them to remove them... sighZ.

hl and yy just came my house. and hl helped me to clear up my desk of all the clutter. and she found my long rule that i 'lost' a year ago, (u can't say i lost it, coz i technically know WHERE it is, just i can't find it whenever i tried sifting through the pile of paper its under), a five-dollar note and some stuff i forgot even existed.

hey! now i have a neat table!!! woot! on the other hand, the stack of notes and files by the table looks set to topple over any moment soon. i hope they would survive the next 30 days.

den, i'm going to throw every single sheet of paper i can get my hands on!!! bwahahahaahaaha!

eh.. it feels weird not blogging; looks as tho i'm NOT ONLINE almost every hour of the day and mugging instead. which is like a totally wrong impression. so i've got to say something?

really, nothing much ever happens lately. i think i am pretty irritating to have around lately, so i'm basically just keeping out of the way of other people, especially people who sincerely want to study. somehow i got the impression i'm pissing her off and she hates me... yep. so i'm keeping out of the way.

...i'm really those kind of people that's only good to have fun around aren't i? i really should change. but brrr... serious xueqi is really so scary at times... feels like a different person altogether. feels like those high and mighty people i hate so much nyo...

another piece of self-reflection: i am an emotional block of wood. i really need more shoujo manga, and get rid of all those macho testerone-driven manga i'm reading now that only serves to desensitize and stupify.

so basically i'm trying to lay my hands on shoujo manga to read. but a large proportion of what are available.. are so saturated with yaoi!!! i'm anti-yaoi! i hate yaoi!!! its unnatural! its weird! its pissing!

yep. so there. bleahz.

to celebrate jermee's birthday, we decided to go to Clarke Quay to try the reverse bungee ride. argh, i've got a headache now. my hands are trembling too much to type.

not really. but i really got the jibes last night, and stayed awake for 2 hours unable to fall asleep. ah~ hypersensitive!

anywae, come today... it didn't look that scary at first when i saw the first batch of people get catapulted into the sky. then... the pod... rotated. and bounced. and rotated. and i totally regretted going. *sobz*

yep... so... i got onto the pod. first insecurity: i was without my specs. second insecurity: i was being held in place by these purple belts and there was no big bolster over my shoulders. third: tk was grinning like this sadistic butcher in front of me... and i felt like pork.

and i think i started screaming before the pod left the ground. ah well. actually i can't remember anything at all. except the terror in the last few bounces when the pod took a longer time before coming down. and this scary moment when my butt lifted off the seat and i was clutching to the belts for dear life. and being vaguely aware that the pod was rotating (proof that my eyes were open) and screaming thong kheng sucks. and singing a birthday song at the end. and being aware that we seem to be the noisiest bunch today. yay~

den we hung around, went liang square, got "lost" trying to find a way home... bleah... and jermee tricked me into going over the overhead bridge while they all jay-walked. hymph.

ended up home very very late. why'd i live so far away?

pretty accurate for me =D

NICE QUIZ