Weh, sorry guys for not updating for so long. I'd been a walking sack of moodiness and gloominess and sianness, and I guess I would have just sounded really bitchy if I came online.

Blame it on the weather. Blame it on the hairdresser (oh, its horrible, horrible. My hair is so short i can't even pull a comb through it.) Blame it on the environment, the diet, the mess my room is in, or PMS or whatever.

Actually its coz the handphone is so silent its giving me the creeps; I feel like just chucking the thing into the recycle bin. *resigned sigh*

I'll be back to normal tomorrow. As it is, there's the super overdue issue of completing that quiz. *omg! who tot of it?! its so bloody looong!*

Eh. So everything's happening this week. *eyes change to whiirls*

i'm so sianzzzz, which explains why i'm back here again~ LOLz. i just volunteered to help make 100 bookmarks for a charity sale thing, and... right now i'm just wasting precious materials. i guess i'd better stop for today before i turn all my allocated materials to scrap metal.

i just can't get it right! 4 days left to deadline for submission *stressed*

and 2 days+ to my driving exam... has ANYONE at all within our clique passed it yet? shan't elaborate, its too scary to even start thinking about the exam. brrrr.

and and, i'm gonna be moving to my hostel and starting on the orientation camp starting this weekend. went down to NTU ytd (making me 15 min late for driving lesson) to hand in my hostel deposit, ended up at the wrong building. Oh! i'm at Hostel 13!  so in the end the Hall Office people got the Hall President to teach me how to walk down to the correct building. (he's cute. my face was burning the whole way. sigh~) interestingly, while running off towards my next building, both legs cramped on me! *cries* its the first time it happened, and i just zombied on burning on pure determination. its so irritating to be overtaken by people. next time i have to do warm-ups before setting off from my room to the lecture theatres in the morning?

and, braces treatment started yesterday. owie. i think my mouth just overstretched itself and grew bigger with all the clamps and stuff. *CRIES* right now its just a couple rubbers between the molars to make a gap big enough for the braces to fit in three weeks time i shall be donning some obscenely coloured metal contraptions across my mouth and keeping my mouth shutter den usual.

i'm feeling better... guess its another shot at the bookmarks. (and there's still the character designs to do. this is reminding me of the time of the Art SYF; tonnes of stuff to do, but too many time wasted trying not to do them)

but its fun. the greater the challenge, the more i feel like doing it. HAHA! 

bwargh, i failed my driving exam. on the day of my lunar birthday too. BWARGH.

what's the most unfortunate thing about this is that i managed to get the bestest examiner ever~ he was nice, he was lenient, and i went ahead and mounted a kerb within 4 minutes of driving in the circuit. *cries*

=immediate failure desu=

den i went on to strike a few more kerbs. =points accumulate on=

in the end, one immediate failure, and 20 points.

its so silly. my next test is 8am on 15 Sept, i'll need to get my ass down from boon lay to eunos by 7am. at least i wun miss any lectures~ ^ ^

and rmb there was this instructor i got along with very well? he came along and hung around the waiting room talking and joking with me; really dispelled my nervousness. "I'm sorry~~~ he's going to screech at me next time~"

k, going to do stuff. =i shall unlock xiaoqiao= 

oh. ytd was my birthday. i spent the whole day... cleaning up my hostel room. it was filthy. when i opened the door, the fan was whirling, dust balls were rolling across the floor, clothes were strewn over the bed, there were coins left all over the desk, and a sheen of 3mm thick dust covered everything. the mop was totally rusted, i had to wrap masking tape around the whole length before i could use it. we cleaned the whole of ytd, and we went back today to continue cleaning. yay~ that's my birthday gift from my parents; if they didn't help out (a lot, i must add, all i did was wash the wastepaper basket and carry water) i'd be a very dead girl by now. dead on her nineteenth birthday. ewww.

den i had to finish the 100 bookmarks by today, i could only make 99, coz each of my parents thrashed one length of wire trying to improvise ways of making the bookmark 'better'. argh. and 3/4 of them were really bad, but i can't save them. i'm sorry weiteen...! i'm sorry yiling...! i really really tried my best~! (but the best was not enough, heh heh)

and lastly the stupid straits time lucky draw was on this morning at ECP. i woke up at 8am, worked through the news, woke my parents up, ate breakfast, and went to ECP, to find the roads jammed up totally. in the end we had to get out and walk towards mac... and i lost my mum within all of 1 second amidst the crowd of people.

it was horrible! we were moving 3 mm/s, we had 15 min to reach the lucky draw box, people were pushing me behind, i can't see 2 heads in front of me. i was lucky i made it to the box alive.

den after dunking it into the box, i tried to contact my mum... network busy sia. like, VERY busy. so i stood around, and stood around, and stood around... got prodded by some jerks... got pushed... and it started to drizzle. all in a day's work, and of coz we didn't get anything. bweh.

and i just came back from the birthday celebration with the clique. this time its a joint bday bash for june and me at Country Mana. the food was great, and the restaurant gave us free brownies to celebrate our birthday, so nice right? 

i'll haf to go pack up now... *stress* seeya... around... ... ...

BWEH! i'm so nervous for my Hall Orientation! i dun mix well with people!!! *cries* 

yoohoo~ i'm back from my Hall Camp! from 17th to 23rd July.

my OG was called 'Baccardi Breezer', and we won! "Wa Lang Si Kin A, Wa Lang Si Hor A, Wa Lang si Breezer Pa Buay Teo A..."

It was very fun, very dirty, very enjoyable, and there are so many activities squeezed in that i'd fill up the whole page, so i'm not bothering to elaborate much.

We broke the Guiness World Record for the most number of blind dates held in a single area within 24 hours! London held the previous record with 127 couples, we doubled that figure. (Disclaimer: its not the exact figure, i suck with numbers) My blind date was pretty cool; he knew a lot of people; but we don't click very well.

Den there was fright night, in which i only shouted out once when the masked figure coming down the stairs suddenly grabbed me at the beginning. i was the first pair to enter, and we took a super long time coz both of us don't know the definition of 'alley'. i wasn't scared actually, but i still hate taking shocks like that, so after that i positioned myself such that my partner was between the ghoul and me. and when there are tables with people under, i climbed on the table. waha.

And SP night was when our secret pal has to come up to our group and try to identify us. Lol. i kinda tekkan him; he failed 2 times and had to forfeit a love song in front of the entire row of chalets with a mike. then there were games with our SP, the best was when we had to stick our arms into ice water; we held for 5 min plus! yay~ actually the hand was so numb i don't think it would matter if we held for another 5 min, but none of us wanted our arm amputated off, so there.

and yesterday was the finale, Beach Games! We got really wet and sandy; (and we won) and salt water in our eyes and underwear. den it was dinner and taking last trains and last buses and last resorts to get back to our hall.

and now i have to go run to get my clothes in before the weather turns wet; not really used to hall life yet. point to note: i lost my password for the female toilets, and everyone else's home so... i guess i shan't be bathing or using the toilet for the rest of today. bweh.

hymph. i had plenty fun monday - friday. enjoyed myself saturday (grinz to self). and on sunday, i had a stomache, den diarrhoa, den severe diarrhoa, den vomit + diarrhoa x 2, den i decided to go to a doctor to get some anti diarrhoa pills so i can make it to my dental appointment and the all-important first day of school.

the nurse took my temperature, the doctor took my blood pressure, and the next thing i knew, they stuck a drip into my hand and sent me to a ward in a wheelchair. and i'd been stuck in the hospital since sunday night to tuesday evening; 2 hours ago now. like HUH?!

so i missed my all important first lectures and cca walkabouts, dental appointments, and most importantly, my handphone died on me halfway through coz i left my charger back at Boon Lay, the other end of Singapore.

to be fair, i'm a suspected dengue case, so i guess they are just keeping the other 99.9999999% of singaporeans safe from me, but, hello~

anyway, i'm feeling pretty drowsy and tired now; i think its the hospital food/air, i can't even walk straight. bweh.

p.s. and my nose is peeling off in layers coz of extreme sunburnism. 

i hate plasters. nothing can describe just how much i hate plasters. even those nice cutesy little plasters with deathskulls and batman logos splattered all over it make me ballistic.

needles? i shudder at the thought but can grit my teeth through it.

blood? i get little ants crawling up my spine, but i can live.

but stick a plaster on me, attempt to peel it off, and i scream, screech, kick at ur face, run away and hide myself up the bushiest tree around.

seriously, i'll rather die from bleeding or infection then the excruciating pain of having a layer of skin peeled off with an accursed, illogically sticky plaster.

you guessed it, that's exactly what just happened to me. *self-piteous sobs* just went to have another blood test at the hospital (freed from dengue suspicion at long last~ yay~) and she pasted yet another plaster on me~! my heart bled at the spot, but i was trying to be diplomatic so all i did was turn green.

ITTE ITTAI~